Over a month
It has been over a month since I sat down to write you. I have thought about doing it so many times but it hurts to even think about it. I will write and you will never see and don't care. I know you talk to Erin via text from time to time and share stuff so I am glad that you are trying there at least. So in a month so much has happened. I met my Uncle Steve and my biological father Richard. Two polar opposites. But it was so nice to put more pieces of the puzzle together. But also hurt. Knowing that you think all this bad was because of me but that I was at least there trying all those years. I am sorry that I did not do everything right and did not see things a certain way. I do love you still and always will. I just having this family come into my life and seeing all these things. Uggh it is so frustrating. I wish you had been here to talk to about all of it like I was able to with Erin. So back to this month, so Erin has moved back in with me because her mom has h...