Holidays and a marriage
Happy Holidays Cara. I do hope they find you well. Erin said she saw on facebook you were married. I know you have blocked me on everything so that is fine. I hope you are happy. Congrats are in order. I find it sad that you didnt call Erin and talk to her about getting married. But you have never been that way. You act like you are this precious perfect thing. I dont cant what you think about me but Erin loved you unconditionally. She lived for every summer to see her big sister. And you treated her as an afterthought. I want you to remember that. Why you put all of your ill will on me. I want you to remember that all I ever wanted was for you two to be sisters. Your mother did everything she could to keep that from happening. I have letters where she asked for me to just walk away and never be a part of your life. But i was there. You dont remember, but I was there. I did the best I could. I am sorry it was not as good as you wanted. I will always love you. And everything ...